Wow, raising your hopes is just a risk to get them smashed. You are a generally lone person, but you can make it on your own. You can learn from the mistakes, trust me, you are stronger then some of us and even though you can't help but hope you are a strong girl. I like your attitude!^_^ Emotional poem and great examples, I love it. If only there was a like button...the things I would like on your profile.....:)