i think this is beautiful.
i kind of relate, it's like when my mom was in the hospital, something inside me knew it was going the wrong way, but until i saw her at the funeral did it hit me,, she was gone. :(
This is also really good. It was like a story! But a very poetic and sad one. You had me hanging on every word, it was really good.
I did notice some mistakes, though.
[i]but i heard him loud and clearly
as anic filled his body[/i] - I think you should say 'clear' instead of 'clearly', and I think you mean 'panic', not anic xP