December 18th, 2011 at 04:40pm
Oh my gosh. This is beautiful, I really, really like it a lot.
The way you've written it flows very well. I especially loved the line "you'll never get ahead by dreaming" Thank you for sharing :)
I'm glad I'm not the only one who can't sleep because I'm alone.
Every single fucking night I used to imagine you were there with me. No, not imagine, pretend. It worked. Now? Now I just beg whoever for some chance to drift off. If I'm scared for some reason, I freeze solid like a big block of ice because I'm so alone that I can't even bother to be brave. And there are ghosts everywhere. So helpful.