I think that this piece absolutely amazing. But is all this true? About how you feel? How it all seems so meaningless?
I understand. Well at least I believe I do. I'm younger than you so maybe I don't have as much experience, but I know that live show no sympathy for the lonely, or the strange or the people who only just missed the dream boat. But don't expect it all to come to you.
Just be you self, dream big, and scream out o the world "hit me with you got!!!"
You'll be okay. There is a silver lining to every dark cloud! Just keep praying and just keep trying and don't let yourself stay in despair, give life a chance. :) So many nice people exist! Like the other people who write on a website without really thinking too hard and just watching the letters appear. Appear. And then disappear, as they press Submit.