Yeah it is really hard to move on from stuff like that. I mean i spent a year with a girl and she gave me up once she decided she liked someone else. So yeah I know how that feels!
@ FloatingInThePast really? I was in love with him for 2 years before i realized he never truly cared. I never knew what it meant to truly love someone. it's hard.
Those who are close to you, if they truly care about you, will love you despite your mistakes. What's more, is God will accept and love you even when no one else will; this i truly believe. I pray that you are able to be healed from these wounds and find peace and joy again in you life:)