Yeah. My mom kinda knew, but I never out right told her. That look of disappointment is the one thing I never want to see in her eyes; I'd rather she hate me than ever be disappointed in me, odd as that is.
Yeah. And sometimes, thats all you need, someone who'll listen to you without screaming at you because "you shouldnt do that to yourself, that's wrong" even though you never got to the reasons WHY.
Hey, if you ever need to talk about anything, I'd gladly listen! Sometimes all youneed is someone willing to listen to you ramble on for god knows how long, you know?
@ R3m3m83r_th3_ging3r I traded an addiction for an addiction, and neither of them are really understood by the people around me anymore. I just took a lot of the pain from the isolated feeling I've been having and wrote on one of them. I don't know if this is something I'd want to put out on a CD or something, though. Maybe it'll be a solo project, but definitely not something related to the band I'm in now. And I'm so very glad you enjoy it! It's not often I share poems and songs with people.
This really is ingeneous. And believe it or not, I can see where you're coming from, only I count scars and how long it takes for the bleeding to stop. But in any case, I really really love this song! <333