Awwww.
I've never read any of your stuff before (and don't know why?) lol but yeah, this is good. and sad :[
you shouldn't worry about finding some special. it'll come when it does. and then it'll rock ^.^
There are always people that care about you. Whether it be a friend, a family member, or a boyfriend or girlfriend. dont be upset that you arent in a relationship now, be happy to know that when the time comes, itll be extra special