It's not finished. Help me out. I'm so lame I actually ask for assistance!

So they say the best part of dying
is the praise that we must face
Get your name up on a stone
and be mourned by all who know

And they tell me that I'm so liberal
Well I only want for you to die
And they tell me that I'm so hurtful
Well I only want for you to smile
Smile baby when you die

So I [blank]

I've got a number
You're watching me
I've gone sober
No reason be
But I remember
You're watching me
I remember you sickened me...

Thirteen hours of the day
Thirteen hours in my way
Full of garbage, full of memories
Thirteen hours are what you see
Thirteen hours are what killed me.

Can't shut me out
without a bang