Escaping the Influence

For the last few days I thought that I fucking miss you
Id of done anything just to be there with you
Now the clouds are overhead
And I try not to sleep whilst crashing down on my bed
The thoughts of you cause a storm in my mind
I thought you’d fade away over time
Though u left my heart so broke that you’d fall out
Just want smash things and scream and shout
I realise your not worth me feeling like this
And the way you act towards me now really takes the piss
But now the less I drink I realise that I don’t need you
With less alcohol my sense now starts to burn through
You couldn’t fucking beg me to date you
I’m happier than then no matter what you do
Now you’re just a memory of a darker day
And I know no matter what your friends say
I put so much love into our relationship
But you just made my mind a fucking tip
Yeah I lost the game but your fucked ‘cuz were in round two
And I still can’t deny I used to love you
But now these days I wish id never even met you
You told me to get over myself
But now I’m over you
And now I can take out the spike you put me through
Now my heart can heal bitch I don’t need you
You smashed my heart but now they have super glue
Sure I miss when we used to be friends
But all we did was run around into dead ends
And it’s not down when the rain falls
And now it’s other girls when I answer calls
Now the cycles done I’ve liked you, I’ve loved you I’ve hated you
And now I want fuck all to do with you