The Mother I Wish I Had

The mother I wish I had wouldn't have lied or decieved,
she wouldn't get so easily peeved.
The mother I wish I had wouldn't have cheated,
she wouldn't say she was badly treated.
The mother I wish I had wouldn't have misdirected,
she woulnd't sleep around town and get most of the guys infected.
The mother I wish I had would be kind and true,
she wouldn't make sex and drugs more important than you.
The mother I wish I had wouldn't act my age better than I,
she wouldn't throw guilt trips, just to see her kids cry.
The mother I wish I had would've put her kids before ner new man,
she would've stayed by her problems, not ran.
The mother I wish I had wouldn't have pushed her kids away,
she wouldn't make them feel like shit, each and everyday.
If I had the mother I wish I had,
none of this would be said.
But I'm stuck with the one I got....to me, my bio mom is dead.