I'm In Denial.

I'm waiting for the phone to ring
like so many other times
I'm waiting for the turn around
the forgivness that just can't be mine

In all these days I'm saying goodbye
In all these ways it's quiet
And every second my mind gets heavier
Even when you'd think I wouldn't buy it

But I can see you here
You're doing just the same
I guess you might be better
And I guess I'm the one to blame

You were coated in my own life
The blanket you've now outgrown
So I can't expect you to care
Even as I sit by the phone