Crawling Back Inside

I’m crawling back inside
Where I’ll be safe and sound
I’m always better when I hide
And I know I can’t be found
For if I was I’d be raw
And easily to entice
I’d lose myself in a spiraling fall
And if I lost myself I’d lose my only vice
So I’ll continue on
And hide myself away
Entirely withdrawn
The way I’ll spend each day
Abstracted from the world
In my diminutive pod
Just another girl
That’s just a little odd
Timidly numb I’ll revert
Waiting once again for progress
I’ll try my best to exert
But determination is something I do not possess
In solitary I reside
Away from existence
In myself I’ll continue to confide
In my pod I’ll keep my distance
Brooding with furry
I’ll be pensive and depressed
But no need to worry
Because I’m honestly at my best
So heart broken and cold
Withering away like a flower
Alone I’ll grow old
Until my final hour