Why Do You Want Your Life To End?

I See You With A Razor In Your Hand...
Marks On Your Arms... Cuts & Brands...
I see a cigarette lying so near.
I break down & cry nothing but tears.

"I am not the guy you ever would want."
What you do to yourself is the worst taunt.
It taunts me to the point where I wanna die.
As blood drips out, I can't help but cry.

Why would you do this to yourself?
When I'm always here, willing to help?
Don't You Know I love you so?
Why Can't You Let That Razor go?

The Smell Of Smoke makes me sick...
My Mom smokes herself, so did Uncle Slick.
They both now got very ill...
Oh shit, do I see you with a bottle of pills?

I say No More I try to take them away...
I see the pain in your eyes as I lost my babe...
Years of pain I know you went through...
Didn't You know how much I love you?

Even now I lay in bed...
Thoughts of you go nuts in my head.
I will always love you (with all your names...)
I just don't wanna see you in any more pain.

I know all your secrets, yes they are bad...
I am here to help you, "I'm Sorry." "I'm Not Mad".
The Conversations all the time in our texts.
Reminds me of what'll happen next.

Fights of you in disbelief...
I wonder sometimes is the pain too deep?
You won't believe a word I say...
If you just listen, I'll guide your way.

I love you because you're heavensent...
I wonder if you'll be my girlfriend?
I never thought it would end...
Can we go back to love again?

I can see you need help...
I heard your cries, screams, & yelps...
I dream of you when you were attacked...
I can't believe those jerks lied you out on your back.

They hurt you bad & what hurt you more...
Is the thought that you have "become a whore"...
To That, I say "That Is Not True" But...
You Come back quick saying "I am a slut".

Let those words leave your head.
I know the truth when I lay in bed...
As I lay down & Close My Eyes...
I dream of your smile... You defeated those guys.

You keep your sense of humor...
It grows on you just like a tumor.
It's something I never want to go away...
Because that & my love will kill the pain.

You are very much loved.
I wish you knew from all the trust.
I gave you it all & I did not care.
Because you're the best & the most fair.

I love you so why can't you see?
The Razor won't help you, leave that to me?
I want you to stop for us...
They may have hurt you but please just!

You don't have to cry no more...
I know it's hard but just ignore!
Talk to me, tell me it all...
I'm always here, give me a call.