tears and invisible

as i sit here with tears running
down my face. i'm invisible to
the world. they do not see the
pain i hide so well or the hurt
that he caused me. you never
think that a girl like me would
be hiding something like this.
when i say no it's like im not here.
like my voice is on mute no one
hears my cry for help. he comes
when she's gone knowing i would
never tell for im scared and hurting.
he stole my innocence something that
was mine but no longer here. i do
every thing for my family even if it kills
me on the inside. and questions that
run through my head. would she hate me?
would people think im dirty or trashy for
i feel that way. what would happen if i did
tell would they treat me different. i only let
few in on my secret and they pity me.
soo i keep every thing inside not letting anyone
in. so i let the tears fall and stay invisible
to the world.