The pain you never knew you cauzed

When I looked at you
I felt all tingly,
When you looked at me
I felt a little gooey,

But now you ended those wonderful days,
and feelings,
i cant help but wonder,
If you were really worth my love,
and worth my time,

But then i think,
maybe it was me,
maybe i am the one to blame
in this hopless pit of despair.

my friends dont know what to do,
while i mope and moan,
and blame myself.

those times i felt proud to call u mine,
those times i felt tingly and gooey,
i look at those things
and am disgusted,

AT MYSELF,
AND HOW HORRIBLY
WRONG I WAS TO THINK I DESERVED YOU.
AND TO THINK YOU EVER
EVER
EVER
DESERVED ME!!!!!!!!!