Cut it out.

It's not that I don’t care
I really always try to be there
But days have come to see
That your not I thought you’d be
I'm busy I'm busy
Honey, it’s not only for the money
Working was never so misfortunate
That badge on your chest
This bag in my heart
Cut it out.
Smash it in.
Homes can’t be built on dreams.
It wasn’t how it seems

You’re making me a mess,
Putting me in such distress.
What a waste of effort.
Without your sense of pitiful comfort.

Regret is waking up to realize,
Pain comes before pills in the dictionary.
But there was nothing left of me.