I'll Win

I fall in to my dream, fall in to my unreality

I am all alone.

Never fall back
Never go down
I wont turn around

Never again
Never again
~trapped~
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.
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Down up in between
my emotions lay unseen.

Never spoken
and
Never heard

eat away my sanity

I'll close my eyes
Never again
Never again
~darkness~
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.
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Here old suppression linger
like whispers in my ear...
Vile creatures
A haze I wish would clear.

Cover my ears
Never again
Never again
~silence~
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.
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Never will I say
what peels my skull and taps my brain
The inner demons that drive me insane

Just say
never was, never seen
never saw, never been

to anyone
Never again
~alone~
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.
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the pain that tortured me like it did then.....
Never again
Never again
~numb~
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I am all alone.

But I'll Never fall back
Never go down
I wont turn around

I'll win