War Inside My Head (I'm Alive! I'm Alive! I'm Alive!)

There's a war inside my head
and I'm slowly losing it.
Can't you see?
I've forgotten how to breathe.

It seems I'm running out of time
but I will not say goodbye.
I'm alive! I'm alive! I'm alive!
Barely.

I'm searching for an exit
but all I see are signs
They tell me, "You're a fucking failure."
and that I'm a worthless piece of shit.
Well I'll tell you that what they say it true
and I'm not worth the time.
But guess what, bitch?
I'm still alive.

Open up my scars and drain me of my memories.
Warning: They're in there pretty deep
and once you've seen them
I can't guarantee you sleep.

I love it that I feel relief from the pain that you bring.
Go ahead Darling, make me bleed.
I don't need your help to die
I need your help to survive.