I Keep On Crying

I sit on my bed
Tears flowing faster and faster
I’m all alone
My whole life is a disaster

I keep on crying
With no one there
No one to hold me
And wipe my tears away

No one understands me
I’m so different
No one ever loved me
Or made me happy feel happy with in

I keep on crying
Unable to stop
Just for a second though
To make yet another cut

Then I see all
Scars from the past
Ones I made again and again
Hoping to forget everything at last

But it never helped
Pain always came back
But still each night I would use
The blade to make another cut

I keep on crying
I’m always alone
I can’t stop
What can be done?

I keep on crying
Someone hold me, I beg
Cause I might do something
That I might regret

But I hold too much pain
That I can hardly bear
If it won’t stop
I will kill myself, I swear