Find me

Take notice, there are chains.
Bound and broken, just numb my brain.
I can't be the crutch anymore.
I'm ripped from the core.
I'm lost on my own
I'm left alone.
Pleading for a help that never comes.

Chorus:
A darkness falls and all is calm.
Yet my heart is racing
Sweat on my palms.
A feeling buried deep at the bottom
Forms into a scream, I plead "Come on!"
How loud do I have to be
Until you realize I can't find me.

Plead for a forgiveness you don't deserve.
Your words don't make sense
You had the nerve.
Well, I guess I got lost
But do I want to be found?

Decisions I can't make.
You'll continue to push them on me
But I still can't take (anymore).
It'll crush me; break me
Am I fake?

Chorus:
A darkness falls and all is calm.
Yet my heart is racing
Sweat on my palms.
A feeling buried deep at the bottom
Forms into a scream, I plead "Come on!"
How loud do I have to be
Until you realize I can't find me.

Don't hold back
I'm about to crack
I reach for the light
My only release
I'll fight
Too reach.

Chorus:
A darkness falls and all is calm.
Yet my heart is racing
Sweat on my palms.
A feeling buried deep at the bottom
Forms into a scream, I plead "Come on!"
How loud do I have to be
Until you realize I can't find me.

Can you find me?
Crush me; break me!
I'm screaming out,
'Find me'.