Hellbent Rollercoaster
You don't know what it's like to fall in and out of black
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII To scream in terror and bounce right back.
You don't know what it's like to be left alone to rot
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Sweat still building and my neck in knots.
You don't realize the mistakes I've made that caused this rage
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Engraved on the wall of this bloody cage.
You will never, ever find out what pain starves my mind
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Consumes my life and leaves me blind.
Choked,
Breathing,
Heaving,
Lungs.
Ten
Flies
Singing
Repulsive
Tunes.
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Is this life, where's the sky?
God, I'll never see the light again.
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII I jerk back upwards and I can't deny
I had thought I'd never see your bright blue eyes.
Die for you,
Lie for you,
And as this river runs red,
And you turn in you bed,
I turn in my grave,
Good lord couldn't save.
Demise,
Delight,
Rot
Char
In
My
Core.
This house filled
(Just locked doors.)
I
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Think I'm in love with the wrong type,
Can't
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII You see this isn't right?
Help
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Me in this bipolar battle.
But
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Don't let me lose sight.
Feel
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII His (The devil's) breathing on my neck
Exhilarated?
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Maybe, but he broke my back.
I sunk back into black,
Feel the surface,
Too hard to crack.
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII To scream in terror and bounce right back.
You don't know what it's like to be left alone to rot
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Sweat still building and my neck in knots.
You don't realize the mistakes I've made that caused this rage
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Engraved on the wall of this bloody cage.
You will never, ever find out what pain starves my mind
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Consumes my life and leaves me blind.
"Help me",
I struggle to choke out
As the light leaves my cloudy eyes
And the dark consumes me once more.
Never, ever again can I trust.
Not until the blade has rust.
Cross my lies and hope to die,
Stick ten needles in my thigh
As I try to escape this time I spent.
I struggle to choke out
As the light leaves my cloudy eyes
And the dark consumes me once more.
Never, ever again can I trust.
Not until the blade has rust.
Cross my lies and hope to die,
Stick ten needles in my thigh
As I try to escape this time I spent.
Choked,
Breathing,
Heaving,
Lungs.
Ten
Flies
Singing
Repulsive
Tunes.
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Is this life, where's the sky?
God, I'll never see the light again.
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII I jerk back upwards and I can't deny
I had thought I'd never see your bright blue eyes.
Die for you,
Lie for you,
And as this river runs red,
And you turn in you bed,
I turn in my grave,
Good lord couldn't save.
Demise,
Delight,
Rot
Char
In
My
Core.
This house filled
(Just locked doors.)
I
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Think I'm in love with the wrong type,
Can't
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII You see this isn't right?
Help
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Me in this bipolar battle.
But
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Don't let me lose sight.
Feel
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII His (The devil's) breathing on my neck
Exhilarated?
IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Maybe, but he broke my back.
I sunk back into black,
Feel the surface,
Too hard to crack.
Too late it seems,
I notice this is the last breath I take.
Turn in my grave,
I notice this is the last breath I take.
Turn in my grave,
Good lord wouldn't save