Bullies

The sadness that consumes my body
I’m all alone and feel not wanted
They constantly make sure
That my life is a living abomination
I don’t want to have my life like this
They say they’re here to help
But they’re really not
They make things worse
My brain is messed up
For years I’ve been tainted
I don’t know who I am
I’m scared…. I fear them most.
Nobody understands how my life runs
All I want to do is run away
From this heavy hole in my heart
The hole has eaten away
Who I really am
I am nothing but empty space because of my confusion
The reason why I don’t exist.
These bullies ask me who am I.
I don’t know anymore because I don’t have the courage
To stand up to them
Even If I am not alone.