Where Is God

I never thought I would feel this way tonight,
But I know we've had our last fight.
As tears begin to pour out,
My heart begins to fill with doubt.
God please help me in this hard time,
& help be just fine.
(Three Months Later)
Every night I'm still crying over you,
& my hearts still broken in two.
I'm nothing like I used to be,
I just lay around living with your memory.
I've tried to move on,
But it always goes wrong.
You were more than just another game,
I could never love anyone the same.
(Six months later)
God I just want to die,
I can no longer live with your goodbye.
God please stop the pain,
Please God before I go insane.
I need you back in my life,
But it seems you'll never come back so I grab the knife.
& cut, cut away,
& pray you'll come back someday.
(Eight months later)
I'm bleeding on the floor,
God i'm starting not to believe in you anymore.
It's been so damn long,
& i'm still listening to the same damn song.
God please send someone to save me,
& set my heart free of his memory.
(Today)
My eyes turn red,
The pain continues flowing through my head,
There's no more tears left to cry.
I feel like i'm about to die.
My hearts beating so fast,
When I close my eyes I only see images of my past.
God are you there?
God do you care?
Where are you now?
Can you please save me somehow?
Where is God?