Torn.

tears in my heart and mind
so unsettled and unseated
multiplied emotions and actions
that don't ever seem to end.

so undecided and unclear
I confuse the present and reality and dreams
and everything in between.

trying to stitch it back together
but can't figure out
which thought goes with which
which action has which consequences.

my future with multiple paths
clouded with blind promises
departed from the fantasies
that I have held onto for so long.

the present lost in a forest
pushing past vein after vein
and going through stages and dreams
so fast my mind is left
spinning and fixing the damage.

the wheels are left turning
the glass is broken
no way to steer
so i was torn off the road
and crushed under the metal.