Self Destruction

Trouble maker with no limits
Feeling nothing at all
Heartless and fucked in the head
Let the show begin

Laughing my ass off
At all your assumptions
Stereotypical and labeled
You can go fuck yourself

A night i wish i couldn't remember
No regrets despite all the mistakes
Fearless, reckless, and brave
Nothing can hurt me at this point

I'm to0 far gone to be thinking straight
Late night, early morning
It never wears off
Senseless and numb
Just what i was aiming for

Blinking lights, moving in a haze
Living in a wonderfull dream world
Where i could care less
Oblivious to everything around me
I walk my own road of destruction
Nothing you say will stop me from breaking

Blurry and unreal
My life just took a turn for the worse
Finding my insanity and breathing it in
I found my place in this cold world

Spilling my guts to the darkened sky
Finally I lost all control
Staggering on unsteady legs through my own confusion
I realize I'm not dealing with this shit
I'm forgetting it all just so i can feel it all crushing me in the morning

I'm so much more when I'm disconnected
Taking it a step further
Behind closed eyes I see twisted faces
With a promising beat pumping through me
Do you feel replaced?

Get out of my fucking face
Right now i only care for getting lost in myself
To drown in this bittersweet poison
Being reduced to something so pathetic
And not minding it one bit
Only shows what i've let myself become