I adore this! In a sick sort of way I want this to happen to me. I want to lose my mind and sense of reality. Its all I've (n)ever wanted. I really like the "Nothing you say will stop me from breaking"
Excuse my language, but I fucking loved the fourth stanza. It was just amazing. As for the rest of it, I really enjoyed it as well, although I'd have to pick the fourth stanza again as my favorite. lmao. Great job. Seriously. :)