Lost Cause

My belly has finally grown,
and now you frown.
Are we really a lost cause,
covered with white gauze?

You are mine,
but it's already nine.
Snowflakes all around,
I still feel bound.

I think I will be
the only one your end to see.
You don't cry,
why don't you even try?

I lost my faith in you,
you can see it too.
You have no love for me,
but I let it be.

I want you out of my sight,
for you anymore I can't fight.
I'm losing everything I hold dear,
will I surrender to this fear?

There's no faith and trust in my heart,
your cheating acts drove us apart.
Our memories still haunt me in my head,
but soon our only child will be dead.