Remember When?

Remember when
Life was so simple?

I yearn to be a child again,
No real responsibilities,
Just worry about
Playtime with friends
And watching my favorite shows.

Remember when
I just wanted to grow up?

I rebelled against everyone,
I kept saying
"I can't wait to be 18, so I can...",
How stupid of me
To want this so badly.

Remember when
The times I was consumed with depression and anxiety?

I thought I would never make it,
I concord it for the time,
But it is back once again,
And I'm not sure if I can win again.

All I can do
Is sit here
And remember.