To Know If

I don’t know if I’ll be able to make friends again. But I have to try;
Then maybe I’ll be damn good at it.

I don’t know if I’ll be able to love someone again. But if I can;
I’ll be the fucking best at it.

I don’t know if I’ll ever find who I am again. But if I do…

If I do;

I’m afraid I haven’t figured that out just yet.