Alone

Left alone in this painful darkness.
wishing for the attention that I wanted
what must i do to get that
Cut. SCREAM!!!
they all just stare at the dark right through my fcuking body.
I feel as if no one can here a word i say .
Jump up and down scream and shout.
Fcuk the world i'm going to live in this world how I want it.
Kick shit down. Throw it around.
Get my revenge on everyone who hurt me, take the knife I used to heal myself and break them down.
Cut open there chest and rip out there heart and replace it with mine. Let them feel how I felt in my times of pain.
The feeling of that your worth nothing in this world is the best feeling in the world.
Suffering. Crying tears of black and white, they turn to tears as you bite your own wrist sucking out your own lifeless,emotionless blood.

Sweet yet bitter