My suicide note

I have killed someone
Someone that I knew
Someone who was once my friend
I had neglected there feelings
and taken their friendship for granted.

He came to school with a gun
shooting everyone he saw
stopping when he came upon me
"I loved you," he shouted
the tears streaming down my face
"But you forgot me," he screamed
the tears streaming down his face
"How could you?" he asked
putting the gun to my temple
"I'm sorry," I sobbed harder
I loved him but he hurt me
he abused my love
"I needed you," he said softly
as he lifted the gun from my head
"I'm lost without you," he yelled
as he put the gun to his temple
"I'm dead without you," he said
as he pulled the trigger.

I watched as his head exploded
Blood flying everywhere
the beautiful face of the man I once loved
broken and shattered
raining down on the floor
the body I once knew so well
crumpled and fell in front of me.

Teachers walked out of classrooms and screamed
students cried
while on the inside
I died.

It has been two weeks since that event
and I cant take the stares
or whispering behind my back
I'm going to join my love
As I hang the noose in my closet
I quickly scribble down a poem
one of a school shooting
and of my love dying
as I slip my head in
I am excited
I will get to see him again
becuase not even death
can tear us apart.