Drained Out

1..2..3..4..
Everything goes out the door.
What comes next?
When will I ever rest?
Everything's a mess.
What I have is now lost.
That invisible line she has crossed.
It hurts too much to breathe.
I just want the pain to cease.
I wish for that happy day.
But my skies remain grey.
She died, I left her to rot.
She's back now to take everything I've got.
I'll run away from everything.
Of the heartbreak is what I sing.
She'll never find what she's looking for.
She'll just end up wanting more.
Im done giving.
Im done grieving.
Totally apathetic.
I think I need the medic....Image