The fear of you
I watch the tires streetlights fall With the breath of morning.
I haven't slept till early dawn, the thoughts inside me turning
the pain within needs a way out, I need a new beginning.
this hurts too much,I scream, I shout, I want to stop believing.
The voice inside my head is faint-my trust has disappeared,
so many times it said it rained. I know the time has neared.
I fear one thing to come in here-the pain that tears to pieces.
it's him again-he is my fear;his bullet never misses.
and I'm afraid of something else-the fact that I may love him.
his bullets are just present tense;they're words, there's more without them
But when I catch his hurting gaze the pain strikes like a razor.
the love is there, but in a haze. Some say that it's amazing.
But I know better from my fear. I stare, the pain is stunning;
his love has stabbed me like a spear. I hid, cause I stopped running.
And now i sit here, in the dark, afraid to face the handle.
Cause when it turns;he comes, the spark
And there goes my candle....
I haven't slept till early dawn, the thoughts inside me turning
the pain within needs a way out, I need a new beginning.
this hurts too much,I scream, I shout, I want to stop believing.
The voice inside my head is faint-my trust has disappeared,
so many times it said it rained. I know the time has neared.
I fear one thing to come in here-the pain that tears to pieces.
it's him again-he is my fear;his bullet never misses.
and I'm afraid of something else-the fact that I may love him.
his bullets are just present tense;they're words, there's more without them
But when I catch his hurting gaze the pain strikes like a razor.
the love is there, but in a haze. Some say that it's amazing.
But I know better from my fear. I stare, the pain is stunning;
his love has stabbed me like a spear. I hid, cause I stopped running.
And now i sit here, in the dark, afraid to face the handle.
Cause when it turns;he comes, the spark
And there goes my candle....