Losing a Half.

A part wants me dead
The other thinks I deserve to live

One is devoted in receiving
The other likes generosity; to give

Half wants pain as a relief
The other wants enhanced solutions

One wants to pursue superstition
The other wants religious revolutions

A part wants the worst for my foes
The other wishes them the best

Half considers life long
The other knows it's just a test

The oppositions are simple
The problem is 'What to chose?'

And to decide …
A half I must lose.