Confessions

It’s something you don’t expect,
But not a good surprise.
You blink and your life flashes before your eyes.
It all happens so fast;
The pain and the fear
From someone you once held dear.
You hide away
And begin to change,
You’re now just a shadow of who you wished to be.
The penetration came and went
But you haven’t been yourself since.
The pain behind your eyes
Signals the beginning of your demise.
It eats you away inside.
Everyone stares.
Whispers when you shouldn’t be able to hear.
Tears streaming, you think,
Why can’t I just die?