Maybe Memories - Comments

I wish I could pull memories from your mind, hun, I really do. And replace them with nothing but what you deserve--the best.

I wish there was something that I could say to make everything better, but I don't think there is. I could tell you that all pain heals in time, which is mostly true, but that won't help you right now. So, all I'm going to say is this: I'm here if you ever just want someone to rant to, and I love you.

All I want to do right now is find you so that I can give you the biggest hug and probably never let you go again.

You can't let what happened with Will bring you down though, hun. Whatever happened after you two broke up is not your fault. It's not your fault that you didn't love him; you can't force feelings like that. And I hate that he made you feel that way. As for being unworthy of love, that's far from the truth. I can't think of anyone who deserves it more.

I love you, Audrey!

Have I ever told you that I'm terrified of saying the wrong thing sometimes? Well, I am. But I'll give it my best shot.

I know how you're feeling, hun. We've all been there, at some point. It's kinda weird, because I've been feeling like that lately. Sometimes I feel like I can take on the world, and then the next minute I'm trying to figure out why I'm still here. Do you know what always brings me back from the edge? I think of you and the girls, and then it feels like I can breathe a little easier.

If there is someone else calling the shots and writing out our lives, then he's an asshole. But, you can pull through and then curb-stomp him after you beat him at his own game.

As for people leaving you...you know you're stuck with me forever. Even if I have to hitch-hike my way to Jersey to prove it to you. I'm seriously going to kidnap you one day, just wait. You deserve more out of this life. You deserve happiness and good friends, and you'll get it all one day. You just have to keep fighting. And if anyone can do it, I know you can.

I'm here whenever you need me, hun. I might take me a while to reply sometimes, but I'm still always here.

I LOVE YOU, AUDREY!!!

I know that feeling, completely lost, doing anything possible to feel the physcial pain so you forget about the mental for just a few. That's how I've been for the past couple of weeks. Yesterday I was so freakn happy then it hit about 7 at night and I was depressed again.

Hun You didn't bring this on you. What ever "person" is controling our lives like some sick play is truly twisted and down right evil. He's a sadistic jerk.

Hun I love you so much. You're my little sis and you may be lost at the moment, but just remember that me and the girls love you with everything in us and more. You won't be able to see the dark wood of the casket because none of us are going to let you do that. even if I have to fly all the way across the country to stop you.

I LOVE YOU, never forget that

i dont judge you at all :)
and im glad your sobering up !

I'm proud of you, Audrey. Most people don't realize when they messed up, and when they do finally realize it, they still don't change. You, on the other hand, realized that it was time to stop and then you actually stopped.

And you know I love you, right? You, my friend, are amazing.

Oh so this is where Sabrina came from. I've always wondered.
How can people who are supposed to be close to you not notice a change like that? They weren't very good friends.
OMG hun I want to cry right now. I kne wyou went through a lot, but I think it hurts more to hear about it now that I think of you like a little sister.
Tara's an amazing person. She got me to stop.
I remember that dream. I was trying to make sure you didn't do anything bad and trying to hold you over until Tara got back on line. I was crying so hard cause all that was going through my mind was "What were we going to do to make sure it didn't happen?" and I couldn't relly do anything cause I'm on the other side of the US.
Me, Tara, and Patti will always be here for you. I promise. I swear on Jimmy's sex that we will. I could never leave you and I know for damn sure that neither could these girls. You're our best friend and our little sister and were going to kidnap you and bring you to Cali and stuff you in one of Rev's closets!

i will never drop you out of my life as i hope you never drop me out of yours
because really its true you aiden and tara are my best friends. one of these days we will go visit aiden and tara we shall take a drive and all meet up !
I LOVE YOU!

I know I've heard everything you wrote before, but it's still like reading it for the first time, you know? You have no idea how happy I was when you told me that you and Sabrina were talking again, especially that four-hour talk. I'm so glad she brought you back, hun.

I LOVE YOU!!!

dude, all i want to do right now is hug you for like an hour! i remember seeing 23 days on your myspace wondering what it meant, and thinking the worst [which was unfortunatly true] im so glad you changed your mind [and sabrina came back around] because i dont know what the fuck i would've done if i had heard that you'd done it. now i really wish i had asked you about it, because believe me i wrote that question in comments and messages many times. i wont neglect something like that again

Yeah I'm with my twinkie!
You and Kaitlyn sounded really close and then just drifted apart.
Well me, Tara, and Patti won't drop you! I promise!

Kaitlyn seemed okay, but she shouldn't have started fights about the little things. We have different views and we've never argued. And you shouldn't feel bad about what happened. Friends drift apart, people change.

Who knows? Maybe you and Kaitlyn will get close again and realize that all those mean things you said were just yall being...foolish.

Just try not to worry about it too much. And...

I LOVE YOU!!!

I still want to kick Lewis's ass; sorry, hun. How could he believe a stupid fucking skank-face over you? He should've talked to youi instead of freakin' ignoring you.

But...I do want to kill Autumn more. How can someone do that to their own flesh and blood? Well, I know how, but still. Grr...

I'm pretty sure I'm not gonna like this Kaitlyn person either :(

you were right i dont want to kick lewis's ass as much but i do want to kick your cousin's ass! shes horrible! but still for lewis not confronting you about it makes me want to kick him in the balls and maybe scream at him till hes deaf!

Ok now I want to beat Lewis up! How could he believe her and not even give you a chance to explain.
Oh and I don't like Autumn!

when you said he wants something he gets it thats nuts!
that day seemed like a good day but yet i have a feeling somethin kinda bads goin to happen ... am i going to have to hunt lewis down?

I don't think I like this Lewis person, not at all. I'm really glad that he was able to make you happy, but I have a feeling that something's going to happen that'll make me want to hunt him down...

Holy shit! He really broke up with her just like that?! Damn!
In all honesty that day seems awesome and perfect!
But I have a feeling that I'll want to kill someone within the next couple of chapters.

I'm glad that you were able to have a good time on that day, but I don't like the sounds of all the people you met at this one particular party. So, during the next few chapters, I'll probably be muttering "I'll kick their asses!" to myself.

good that you actually lauhed at one point.... but uh oh whats going to be graphic?