Hello. I feel like I'm interrupting a private conversation, so I do apologise. But I just wanted to say I'm glad you're okay. Because I was scared whilst reading the second last paragraph. And I'm happy it was an autobiography [of sorts] and not a sucide note.
Because I once thought like that, but realized it wasn't healthy. And if I ever let it overcome me like that it would be the most selfish thing I could have ever done, and make me an even worse person than I am now. So I'm glad you're okay too, and I hope you stay okay.