This is beautiful and fantastic. I 100% relate to Gerard (if, in fact, that's who it is). I've always felt the exact same lack of discernability when it coms to love. Wonderful.
I love this. I love your writing too. I'm not quite sure If I got the song right, but I'll just pretend I did :P but yeah; I love how you can make it so meaningful!
I'm crying a bit. That was so emotional in a way where it lacks emotion, or defining emotion. I think (The Point of view is Gerard in my opinion, but could be interpreted any way else) should learn that love is a self defined word. You could love someone like a best friend and marry them, love someone so passionatly and they could be your sibling.
I can almost feel the ache in Gerard's heart for something that he's never had, but I think he actually does. His heart, his mind knows what it all is. Anxiety, fear, and every emotion under the sun is telling him that he doesn't.
And it's amazing to think how true it could be, how someone could write a love song, yet never experience or be too selfish to even give it a try.
Amazing how your simple one shots make me think. And thanks to the song Angel I've been more emotional lately.
I hope that in the end, any one who feels this way can actually realize they already know and have what they're looking for. Just because it isn't like a fireworks display doesn't mean it's not real.
There's a lot of hope in this story. And I'm gonna end my mega long comment here. Kudos for excellence baby!
:D I don't know what to say, other than that this was amazing (I always say that, don't I?) Edit: I figured it out! :D It's creep, by Radiohead :P (I googled it :P)
Wow. That was awesome. Even though I have no idea what song it was inspired by... my head is spinning... but that might be from reading it uber fast. :XD
Wonderful.