Beautiful. Just to comment on your note: Commiting suicide is supposed to be a sin, because murder breaks one of the commandments, and if you murder yourself, you can't ask for forgiveness. I acknowledge this and it makes suicide all the more tragic and sad, especialy since I've found myself contemplating it. However, I question if a suicide victim wold automatically go to hell, because God loves and forgives and understands. Maybe I'm just Lutheran....
Just to comment on your note:
Commiting suicide is supposed to be a sin, because murder breaks one of the commandments, and if you murder yourself, you can't ask for forgiveness. I acknowledge this and it makes suicide all the more tragic and sad, especialy since I've found myself contemplating it. However, I question if a suicide victim wold automatically go to hell, because God loves and forgives and understands.
Maybe I'm just Lutheran....