Hey you! You aren't alone, okay? I think it's great that you're writing all of this down. It's all so honest and real. You should keep it up. And I hope things turn around for you. oh, and that guy who dumped you over text message sounds like bad news. No guy who doesn't even have the balls to dump you to your face is worth your time anyways. Hard advice to follow, but it's never really easy, is it?