I can't pretend I fully empathize, because I don't, but I do empathize on some level. This is beautiful and heartbreaking and really, really fucking scary. I don't know how Mibba feels about cursing in comments, but it had to be said. I know a few people who have suffered from eating disorders, but I've known more who have (and I have, myself) suffered from anxiety or depression (the two often come hand in hand, in my experience) and this wasn't exactly how I've felt, or how it's been described by others, but it's not too far off. It's different for everyone, and besides this being a great and well written story, you're amazingly brave, and, I'm sure, beautiful. So thanks, for writing this and being brave enough to share your story, even just parts of it, because it was tragic and beautiful and amazing and I feel infinitely more human and connected. Thank you.
July 17th, 2012 at 09:11am