You have talent for this sort of thing. Seriously Girl! You are fake. So fucking fake, it makes me real in comparison. That line, just wow! Remember above when I said you were poetic? Yeah, you totally are! xxo <-- For happiness.
Wow. This is amazing. You're so poetic, even in your venting. It's kinda beautiful, if you know what I mean. I can relate to this. I'm not going to say that I know what you're going through, because it's most likely that I don't, but I do understand a few parts. Life is hard. And it sucks. But hey, I don't know when, but it'll get better. It's nice to read something honest.