That was amazing. You encompass all of those feelings you get when you've fallen in love with a fictional character, the wishes, the daydreaming, the feelings you develop for something that will never be real, and then how it all ends when you must return to reality, when you realize that those feelings your illusion has are nothing but a figment of your imagination, the same imagination you use to recreate what's fiction.
I felt so sad while reading this, because I could relate (and I am convinced anybody here in this site can do so too), because I have played the pretend game so many times and I always end up with that feeling of everything shattering when you realize it's not real.
"Atoms crumble and matter dissolves, love dissipates and facades blur."
So beautiful, oh man. c: