I love how the starting mood of this is saddening. You know that if they’re reminiscing whilst one of them cries and the other seems to look on, something that was once so good is now coming to a close.
I honestly thought that it might get a bit happier when they were talking about how he put his hand up her shirt, well, tried to at least and she kicked him in the balls. But it just gets more depressing and my heart just breaks when it mentions that he’s a junkie.
It’s so hard to read the way Matt goes on about the good times, trying to get Fazzi to crack a smile or even kiss him back. Oh, I know he’s an addict but my heart cries for them to kiss properly or something because they’re a cute couple but she’s walking away.
She has a right to.
He’s an addict and if he hadn’t of hidden it from her and maybe, maybe if he’d asked her for help they’d still be together. But no matter how much she loves him, there’s no way she sticking around, she’s got too much of a future ahead of her to do hat.
And then we’ve got the ending which proves how much of an addict he is. He doesn’t chase after her nor does he start planning a way to get her back properly. No. He just goes and sticks more heroin into his system even though it’s made him lose the one he loves.
Alexis, this piece was so heartbreaking and beautifully tragic. I love it so much; thank you for writing/posting it. It made me cry and reminded me how much I love fics where Fazzi’s a girl...
I honestly thought that it might get a bit happier when they were talking about how he put his hand up her shirt, well, tried to at least and she kicked him in the balls. But it just gets more depressing and my heart just breaks when it mentions that he’s a junkie.
It’s so hard to read the way Matt goes on about the good times, trying to get Fazzi to crack a smile or even kiss him back. Oh, I know he’s an addict but my heart cries for them to kiss properly or something because they’re a cute couple but she’s walking away.
She has a right to.
He’s an addict and if he hadn’t of hidden it from her and maybe, maybe if he’d asked her for help they’d still be together. But no matter how much she loves him, there’s no way she sticking around, she’s got too much of a future ahead of her to do hat.
And then we’ve got the ending which proves how much of an addict he is. He doesn’t chase after her nor does he start planning a way to get her back properly. No. He just goes and sticks more heroin into his system even though it’s made him lose the one he loves.
Alexis, this piece was so heartbreaking and beautifully tragic. I love it so much; thank you for writing/posting it. It made me cry and reminded me how much I love fics where Fazzi’s a girl...