"I watched him leave with a tinge of guilt in my stomach. Or was it just the coffee? Could I have said more or spoke less, let him have a chance to say how he felt? Who am I kidding; guys don’t talk about things like that. If anything, Caleb seemed like it was painful to even be there. Grabbing my coffee, I headed for the door. It took a lot of guts for me to say anything to him and he just shrugged it off like it was absolutely nothing. Maybe I just spent the whole year over-thinking things myself. That was the last time I ever tried to apologize to someone. "
For some reason, these last two paragraphs are my favorite out of this chapter :] They leave me with this like, gut-punched feeling in my stomach IT'S AWESOME