April 22nd, 2013 at 10:24pm
OH MY GOD NOW I'M CRYING
This is so amazing. I feel like you just talked ME out of suicide. I loved this. I don't know how you did it, but you never ran out of things to say. Not one part of this fic seemed boring and I just love this in general. Definitely one of my favorites. (∪ ◡ ∪)
Yesterday, I discovered one of "Bring Me The Horizon's" bonus tracks, called "Chasing Rainbows" and I got this big urge to read this again - even with knowing the consequences of getting a big headache the rest of the day and my make up all smudged out and not-to-pleasant-looking-anymore due to me crying so badly.
So I did, I re-read this story again with having that song on repeat. I think I might have cried more than I did the first time I read it. And now I'm coming back with the urge to fucking thank you for writing this. - I don't usually comment on stories unless I think it's important for me to say my opinions. (And partly 'cause I'm really fucking awkward..) But I have always wanted to write something on here. Because, oh my god. This is one of the reasons for why fan-fiction was created -to be able to write and share amazing masterpieces like this.
I wish though, that more people would read and discover this. I'm not the biggest one shot fan 'cause I enjoy bigger stories, but this one really is something else. And I fall in love with it every time I read it. It's simply a masterpiece and I cannot thank you enough for writing this. - It really screws me over in the best way, and it never fails me to get lost in it and I simply love... well, everything about it.
Gerard, Frank, their background and their big desire to -well, die.
But the best part of this must be the end. Their realization that everything gets better, that suiucide will never be the way to get out of missary. That they understand that everything can get better if you just look at the bright side. And I bet you have no idea how much hope just that have actually given me - It's a bit sad thoughy, 'cause it's just a story. *laughs* it's just a fucking story -a fanficiton- about suicide and yet it have given me so much fucking hope than anyone that I have talked to have ever given me.
So I'm just gonna thank you again. Thank you so fucking much.