GOOD. GOD. I HAVE MISSED THIS! AND I'VE MISSED YOU!
It seems this guy finally got the kick in the pants he needs to stop being so angsty (even though I do enjoy a good run of angst as much as anyone else). I can't even tell you how excited I am to see what's going to happen next. And I'm curious to know what's going on with now with Venus.
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...you know, I'm going to have to side with Azzy in this one. I love Jaxon. I really do. But at some point, the pity party has to end and he's going to have to let go of all his bitterness and heartache and try to move on. He's been stuck in a rut for the past 6 months and now he's just mad because Azzy called him on it. And as much as he may have enjoyed having her around, he also just didn't want to be alone and I actually feel really bad for Azzy since she now has feelings for him. I feel like such a traitor for taking her side (I'M SORRY JAXON I LOVE YOU) but there it is. And I loved this chapter so much.
as much as i felt a bit conflicted about her this chapter, Azzy really does have a point not necessarily about Jaxon being a masochist but that there is a part of him that chooses to stay in this brooding state, although i feel like it's because he doesn't really know anything else Jaxon has an A+++++ in brooding and being dark and handsome and shit, but sometimes he needs to pull himself out of that rut AND I DON'T WANNA GUESS THE SENTENCE BC I WANT TO BE SURPRISED BUT I'M A LIL TERRIFIED THAT IT'S JUST ONE SENTENCE O MFG
oh my god this was such a fantastic chapter Jaxon's selfishness is just perfection because sometimes, people really do have to shrink back into themselves if they're to actually change something he is so justified and wow that whole paragraph was really just beautiful and i quite like Claire (((((:
That Claire. At first I was like, "What is this chick's PROBLEM" but now I think she really was trying to help. But did she really? Good for Jaxon for saying something to her too. I loved this chapter!
This story put me on a roller coaster of emotions, I was smiling at some parts and then crying at others, gosh, why'd you do that to me! :( But gah I loved how detailed you are, your writing style is amazing and realistic, you're so talented!
That's about all I have to say about that. I'm just shocked right now, at Jaxon and Venus, at the whole situation. But a good kind of shocked. I think. LOVED THIS CHAPTER.
OOH SHIT THEY FUCKED YES I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS oh my god i love love love loooooove Azzy's argument like she made a really good point and while friends with benefits is typically meaningless sex just for the hell of it, i love how you gave it so much meaning in this chapter (: Venus and Derek are both explosions of recklessness and Azzy and Jaxon are both casualties who don't really know what to do with themselves it's actually quite beautiful
I honestly love this story so much, all the characters are fantastic. Even Venus in her crazy screwed up ways. I love Azzy though but really wow she did just suggest a friends with benefits relationship with Jaxon, oh you poorly confused girl.
I don't know why but I really want to see Azlyn and Jaxon together even though I know it's unlikely.
FUCK YOU VENUS GOD DAMN IT VENUS YOU SUCK YOU ARE POISON TO JAXON and maybe Azzy's poison to him to but you know what she's less painful than you oh my god i am so proud of him for telling her that he's tired and, even though he didn't quite spell it out, 1000000% done with her shit like wow too great srsly omfg what i did not expect that Venus telling Jaxon that he should be with Azzy, whaaaaat?! FAE YOU'RE KILLING ME HERE NOW YOU'RE MAKING ME FEEL BAD JAXON WHAT ARE YOU DOING 4SRS DO NOT USE AZZY SHE IS A NICE GIRL IN THE WRONG WORLD NO JAXON STOP DOWN BOY BAD aaaaaaaaand now i'm seeing him as a dog ugh i need to stop this
If Jaxon and Azlyn don't end up together I might need some serious help. I ship them so hard. Venus had no right to talk to Jaxon she's just making it so much worse.
I really have no idea what Jaxon is doing but I can't say I'm surprised. He was bound to spiral sooner or later BUT OH MY GOD HE IS BREAKING MY HEART. And that apology from Venus...okay, I'm gonna cut her some slack here because I do believe she's sorry and that this is hurting her too, but the damn meddling. How the crap is meddling with Jaxon and Azzy and pushing them together possibly going to help. Jaxon is in love with her and like coming apart at the stupid seams, and Azzy...I love her but she is seriously a walking disaster. And Venus wants them to get together? Not good. No. NO. JAXON YOU PULL YOURSELF TOGETHER.
Also, I don't think you should quit this story. Even if there is some angst, who's complaining? NOT ME. I'M ALL FOR ANGST AND MORE UPDATES WOOP.
GRIMACE AND AMUSED SMILE HAH oh my god he's drawing her i'm about to cry wow JAX YOU ARE SO CUTE god dammit i hate you so much your writing just uGH 1) i really really really hate Venus rn for meddling 2) you have no idea how pissed i am with Azzy bc of how STUPID she is // addiction sucks yes and it's hard as fuck to get over but sometimes you need that extra shove and that shove came from Jaxon and it's BEEN coming from him so it's like why? why do you even need that shit when you've got someone by your side right there with you through "all the bullshit in the world?" I AM UPSET WITH HER. ehehehehe and now i'm laughing bc Venus is gone FAE WHY DO YOU DO THIS
I love Azzy so much, and I accidentally scrolled down and saw "The first time I kissed Azlyn" and squealed so loud. I can tell they're doomed to be together because of his feelings of Venus but I still like them.
As much as I like Azzy, I'm really kind of mad at her. Like really mad. Why would she force Jaxon to go to that party knowing full well that Venus would be there? She knows how gutted the guy's been because of her and really, how dare she do that to him. I just want to slap her right now lol and then hug her and tell her she doesn't need to drugs to be happy she just needs to be better. And VENUS, thinking it's okay to be all touchy with Jaxon after all that she's done to him. What a bag. This is all getting to be too much for him, isn't it?
Well Derek's turnaround is surprising. I'm proud of him. It can't have been easy for him to go to Jaxon for that conversation. Loved this chapter. Thank you so much for the update!!