Holy fucking fuck I love this fic so much! A year ago (I think) I read this on WattPad and then I forgot what it was called. Whenever I read anything else I would always think of this fic because it's so amazingly written and made me cry a few times, it's so fucking beautiful! And now I've found it again i'm probably going to read it again and again and again. This is possibly my favourite fanfic ever written and I love you for that! I don't think I can properly describe how much I love this, I always thought of the ending and the beginning, how Gerard was such a badass and had that affect on Frank and how Frank changed him. I literally cried when I found this again because it's basically all I can ever think of. Thank you for writing this, -Alex
Just read this whole thing in a day cause I couldn't put it down and holy fuck you are such an amazing writer!!! Your way with words is literally inspiring and I would be honoured to be half the writer you are! The story was also fucking amazing and all in all I am so happy for your existence right now <3
I just had a thought. The password on Gerard's phone was "doves". Doves was Gerard and Franks safe word. Maybe he was trying to tell Frank to stop because he knew that if Frank looked through his phone, it wouldn't end well for either of them.
i reread this fic a lot. this was probably the 5th or 6th time. i just love it SO MUCH and it's undoubtably one of my top 5 fics. just wanted to say how amazing it is, and thank you for writing such a great fic! xo
@ poodeep wow, one day? That's amazing ahh thank you so much! Your favorite of all time?! Wow, I don't even know what to say to that :o but thank you so much, it means a lot to me!
aah ok so i read this fic a little while ago and i never commented or anything but i just wanted to say that this is my favorite fic of all time and im pretty sure i read it all in one day and you're just amazing <333
that was so fucking cute and just perfect! I cant even put into words how much I enjoyed that fic! I was really scared at first to read to the end because I was so worried about it ending badly (since I accidently read some of the comments about people crying at the end- obviously for different reasons to what I thought :P) but aw omg I just cant it was just the right amount of rough, hot and just damn right adorable- kudos on writing such a fucking incredible and beautiful ending-ed (yes that's a word now) fanfic :3 thank you so much!
I finally got around to reading the rest of this fic, I had started sometime at the beginning of the year and I absolutely loved it. During the summer, sadly, I had stopped reading all fics and missed a lot of new stuff. But now it's done and I feel like I might even cry. Thank you for this xo
ahahah awwwww you're so very welcome, i'm so thanking you for writing this though because wow. i'll probably reread it so many times in the near future and sob silently....
smarT BEAN OMG yeah i used to prefer top!gerard too omg it was so amzing but then i read that boxer!frank fic aND WOW i found myself equally, if not more, attracted to top!frank haha (it's called A Kiss With A Fist, if you're interested and haven't read it. it's literally amazing and so damn cute and nnnghgh the first kiss is just oh wow) 5. yeaH WELL I SOBBED SO HARD MY MOM CAME ASKING WHAT'S WRONH AND I'M PRETTY SURE I WHISPERED 'frank and gerard are going to die and gerard didn't even saY I LOVE YOU PROPERLY YET' but yeah, you did good if sobbing readers was what you were going for :p
aw baby raaaayyyy i should've known aw
are the stories on your deviantart? idk how to work this site out omfg i went on your page and couldn't figure out where your fics were sigh ;-; help my poor lost soul please (but i did see you were going to delete some of the fics on there omg please don't, let me read thembefore ;o;)
oh my god no sorry don't feel guilty haha i was joking. somehow. huhuehue no but seriously i can totally understand that, and i fully respect your decision. do you still read frerards though? :) yeah i know i know but it's taking me so looong hahaha (well mine was probably worst hhaha)
ikr sobs, yeah and i was really attached to reading your chapters so you're welcome but mostly tHANK YOU i love you so fucking much ok ok yes
(SOBS OK OK)
haha aw thank you <3
((didn't proof read my comment so if there are any mistakes, just know that it's past 1am and i haven't slept properly since th beginning of the holidays soooo yeahhhhh)
basically my answer: thank you thank you thankyou t hank y ou your baby corn thanks you so much for reading this massive freaking ridiculous story augh thanks so much.
1. YES FRANK IS AN IDIOT UGH A BEAUTIFUL IDIOT 2. sobs I know they're both violent idiots thank you 3. yOU DID YOU SMART BEAN 4. ahahahahahahahahahahaha I prefer top!Gerard generally but top!Frank is also good I'm not too picky 5. awwww I'm sorry I don't wanna make you cry (but the fact that you did makes me like "muaha yes the intended reaction happened" sorry I'm just a sadistic writer at heart) and yes ugh feelings stupid boys with feelings 6. yes yes yes rAY he was in on it the whole time :P and thank you eep I'm glad you liked that bit! I felt the readers (and Frank) deserved to know the whole story~
awwwwwwwww :c sorry omfg sorry but I have lots of old stories yes??? so you may always read those if you haven't already k
sorry omfg don't guilt trip me xD But seriously, yeah, I'm sorry! Idk though, the breakup like affected my mind in a way where I don't really have passion for writing fanfics anymore :/ sigh. It is sad, I know. And aww shush keep practicing. I promise good things will come of it (oh my god my first fanfic was like ugh this is terrible oh god)
It is pretty weird, I will agree o.O And I was so attached to reading your comments! So thank you for that lovely pleasure! again - thank YOU! I love you too, so much!
OK THEN so it's been a week or two since i've finished reading it and i really thought i had commented but shit i haven't D:
first things first, FRANK YOU ASSWIPE WTF WERE YOU THINKING CALLING A RANDOM NUMBER ON GERARD'S PHONE DO YOU THINK THIS IS A FUCKING GAME
oh god the choking part djksfbsbhg and the safe worddddddd and he stopped and was nice and felt guilty fucccckkkkk i just can't cope it's so amazing ;-;
and oh my god jared/gerard i kNEW IIIIIIT
GERARD RIDING FRANK AND FRANK FINISHING HIMSELF ON TOP OF GERARD JESUS FUCKING CHRIST ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME LIKE I'M SUCH A GONER FOR TOP!FRANK LATELY
and the fucking present for frank's birthday but sHIT FRANKS GONE :O i really thought you were going to kill them both and so i was downright fucking sobbing as they were fucking adorable and frank trying to say i love you and gerard going like 'don't' omf g my h e AR T
BUT THEN PLOT TWIST and i felt dumb for crying hahahaha i really like that gerard told the whole story before killing jared anD RAY BABY YOU WERE A PART OF THIS I LOVE YOU
so this is so fucking perfect and i am so so so sad that it's done. like, sometimes, i just lie down and go like 'oh let's go read more of A Bullet Through A Flock Of Doves' buT I CANT SINCE IT'S DONE AND THE WORST IS THAT I CANT GO LIKE 'oh well, let's read one of her other frerards!' bECAUSE YOU'RE DONE WITH FRERARDS SOBS
why do talented authors always drop fanfictions to write original stories? ok don't answer that because the answer is legit haha, but nnnnghg. i mean, i understand that with the talent that you have, you reach higher than fanfiction but maaaaaaaaaaaannnnn that totally means all of the great frerard authors will drop frerard and we will be stuck with authors like me who can't pull a story a quarter as good as this one ;-; it's selfish (i know it's actually the other way around and that i am selfish for wanting to keep you writing fics bUT U KNO WAT IDC jk i care i care)
so yeah sigh, it's weird thinking it's the end of this story ( ) because i was so attached to it and to commenting and yeeeeeaaaaaahhhhhh ;-; thank you so much for writing this frerard baby corn <3<3<3 i love you ok xoxoxoox