@ vikibez I'm sorry that that was hard to read, it's hard to write this; I get far too into it and wind up crying most of the time. >.< Thanks for the suggestion, but I have TMD in my jaw and can't chew gum. I'll be fine though, it's all about the willpower to say no when people offer it.
That was hard to read. Coming from my own experiences...lol Really well done :)
PS. Although I do not smoke myself, I have a lot of friends that do :p I suggest bubbilicious bubble gum :) And lots and lots of alone time! Good luck :D