@ Prettyinpinkxoxo funny you commented...i was just sitting here tonight thinking about it.
basically our friendship disintegrated and we barely talk. and any time we do its awkward and almost forced. It took me 3 years to get over and to this day it is still something i think about often and something that i felt was very close to "real."
as ive told you im in currently in this position. its not fair two either person. and i definitely cried while reading this. it hits so close to the heart.